It's Friday. It should have been a very light and relaxing day in the office. Not for me though. Ilang weeks na rin akong stressed. To the point that Nimmy is affected... Too bad. I'm missing on a lot of things and I really apologize for the shortcomings I have Mahal...
To compensate... I made sure that every time our cellphone alarms to wake us up... I stand up immediately so I get to be the first one to take a bath. Honestly, pinag-aawayan pa namin ni Nimmy kung sino mauuna maligo. Yes folks. Pero, we're blessed that that's the only major thing close for us to argue big-time about. Aside from kung sino maghuhugas ng plato, na parang away kapatid lang.
And just this evening, I texted him something that I think made him happy today. Then I bought him coffee. Tagal ko na rin di naliligawan si Mahal.... I think mga one month na. But kidding aside, it's really true that my stress-level took it's toll on me. I had chicken pox and I had lesser quality time with my Mahal.
So to end this blog entry short, I just wanted to say that I realized that whatever you're going through, you really need to step-back and assess what's missing and what's needed to be prioritized. In this case, I don't think it's right to miss on people who loves you so much.
You start and end with your family, your loved ones.
At sa sobrang understanding ng Mahal ko, I really thank him. Mahal, you took care of me when I was sick, and you were so patient with my ranting about work. You make me feel better every time when you make me eat my favorite food, and by making me smile when you dance and sing... Your antics makes you so adorable...
More importantly, you don't stop to show you care even when I feel at times I don't deserve it. I'm so proud of you Mahal, and thanks for the rose you sneaked out to give me in the office. Sorry, I have to flaunt that I have a rose in my desk. On my way home awhile ago, I walked in the office hallway, carrying the rose you gave me and I don't care if people stares. What's important is that, that rose is a symbol of your love, and to me that's the most important of all.